so many new comments! thanks to everyone for taking the time to check my music out.

now, i'll try to keep this one short cause tomorrow is another day at work waiting for me, but i'll give you a few updates.

yesterday i went to see korn and it was fucking awesome!!! the bad thing is i drank too much, jumped around too much and slept too little. no good

i bought an acoustic guitar, a fender and it wasn't expensive, sounds really good and looks gorgeous (it's black). so that means that there will be new music on the way since all i can really do now anyway is acoustic stuff cause i don't have an amplifier here where i'm staying now. or a MOTHERFUCKING mic for that matter. but with acoustic guitar it will happen

i graduated from high school (that was actually some time ago already, a month or so)

i got a new laptop for a present from my parents when i graduated. i'm using it now, it's really cool and it even works now, after 4 long weeks of being fixed somewhere

sorry i can't really turn all this stuff into a more readable, more interesting and less irritating text cause my mind is really blacking out. anyway, you can expect new songs that may just go by the following names (not necessarily those but i've been practising a lot and these are the ones sounding best right now):

my parade (totally angsty and quite grungy. i'll try to record bass to this one also)
hero factory (this song is a result of me deciding not to overthink and just write and play what the hell happens to come in mind first. sounds like nirvana i guess)
the dicktator (i can't decide if this one is industrial metal or acoustic grunge, isn't that odd?)
grandpa joined the air force one (about my grandpa, another sad song. it's been over a year and i still find it hard to understand that he really is dead)
sunrise in spring time in the city of the faraway bay (about a morning when the town was totally empty and all i could do was to gaze in amazement in the sky and after that it gets too philosophical)
17 in the cell (a punk song, wasn't too bad acoustic either)
et sinä uskaltaisi tappaa ketään muuta kuin itsesi (a finnish song, really doubt recording that one but it sounded pretty neat :D in english the title is "you wouldn't have the balls to kill anyone except for yourself")

you can expect "hole to fill" to be finished as soon as i get a chance to scream the shit out of myself
and the first thing i'll go when i get the chance to record good ol' electric guitar through good ol' overdrive you can be expecting the following song:

I plug my ears
cause i don't wanna hear it
gossip, lies
i don't give a shit
still here but trying hard
to be as absent as possible
alleys, valleys
i abominate

alcoholics are amusing
telling tales they're very stupid
but after all the booze they take
they've got something to say
as a symptom of your disease
it is my duty to tell you this
your superstitions are stupid
stop believing in that shit

the leaders of your beliefs
mask the truth and the news you read
no fucking celebration
except for the cemetery nation

first there's bribes but then there's blackmail

why do they always want the bad news first

is it fact or is it fiction?
doesn't matter, it's addiction
idiots stare in amazement
at the tv-screen
they can't read between the lines
or separate the truth from lies
things that don't affect their lives
make them cry

the leaders of your beliefs
change the words and break the peace
celebration, celebration
for the false information

why do they always want the bad news first

ok, i couldn't make a long story short but instead even longer. anyways, keep on checking back here. if lady luck gives a fuck i'll be back with a new song maybe even tomorrow.. maybe not though